c u next time mbah Met :)

confession_pre easter

i've made some confession yesterday with Father Saptaka. so doubt at the beginning, b'coz everyone's told me that Father Saptaka can view deep down inside our heart and our soul. i'm so scared to get stripped and so worry if Father can see all of my "hoax" hahaha thats was terrible :D
and when its become my turn, my heart was pounding uncontrolled (soo childish hah :D) but finally i can start talking to the point slowly, i told to the Father all the weight heart i've been felt so far, all of my sin, my trespasses,and hoping that Jesus Christ's willing 2 eliminate it through Father Sapto. Amen

be reborn, be blessed everyone...the easter is coming soon...:)

short story between a friendship

first he called me "sweety" and lately he calls me "cinta" >.<


i dont know exactly what the hell happened with his mind, b'cause i thought he knew exactly that i have a boyfriend. i can't guess what's on his mind either his heart truly, or why he made my heart take some question which i really dont know its answer T.T


he's completely blowing out my head with all his strange attitude. sweet at this time, cool in other time, made me really2 uncomfort with his manner. i appreciate and loving all about his careness to me,everything which he has done to me, how he treated me and take care of me. i love our togetherness, how we spent our time together, thats was really pleasant. but i never expected too much about this relationship, and i also expect the same thing from him. we're just gonna be couple friends,no more, and will always be like that forever.


i'm sure we'll become a good friends. lets keep walking on the right way,in other way  no one can going hurt. i had someone who i want to be with as long as my entire life. i love u as a friend, i hope u understand..:))

old friend, new story

its always fun to meet again with an old friends who had not seen for a years. so did i, that was what i felt when i met again with doni, my old friend since we're on high school. he was working in jakarta as a marketing staff a years later. he called me a week ago, told me that he'll going home this weekend and promised would see me at my home.
and right, he kept his promised, coming to my home and knocking my door at saturday night last week. my momm was soo happy to see him again, very funny when i heard my mom calls him ''mas donny" hahahaha..


and then we spent our saturday night with watching movie at XXI (we watched john carter in 3D, that was amazing movie, we're really get surprised!). the movie ended at 10.00 pm, and continuing to drive all the way Slamet Riyadi street. show him all the things what happen in slamet riyadi's street every saturday night. we're visited ngarsopuro nighmarket, galabo and many entertainment center in this city. and our adventure ended with dinner at angkringan Gerok.


we had an amazing weekend, amazing quality friends time, and we've made a promise that we'll meet again, made an adventure like this again next month..


see you soon my dear friend...thanks for all ur attention as three days which so amazing. unfortunately i don't have any picture of both of us, poor me :)




ps,,
he left me with many big questions in my head, and its really2 made me so confusing fiuhh

terimakasih Tuhan hari ini tanggal duwa tujuhhh....yayyyy!!! time 2 have fun go mad with my besties, shopping mall, eat our favourite menus (munmun :D!) and visiting our fav karaoke place "redbox" hmm i thinks its gonna be my best day ever :D :D


have a very2 great times 2 everyone...:D :D

recharge time

never easy to build a relationship which separated by distance and time even we've been "together" during 7 years. we had a long distance relationship much better than others, proven with a fact that we can survive for seven years later. its not easy without many effort and sacrifice as u know. we've fought desperately to hold our respective ego so we can still together as a boyfriend-girlfriend no matter what happen, no matter how long we apart. and so far we made it, we're still together after all of the storm hit us. we're a strong and happy couples, at least that's what i felt to yesterday :(


i have my own ego, so did he, but i never expected before that starting now i have to rid of all of my ego, trying to unify the two heads with 2 different ideas where we can live happily more than before.
we've made a decision that we'll take a few days to calm down, just to refresh and recharge our brain so we can think clearly what is the main purpose of our relation. for me, i'll use this occasion to re-think calmly, clear all my killer instinct which uncontrolled lately. i just need a time to cooling down actually, thats it.




ps,,,
hun, i just want u to know, that as a first-born child i had a lot of responsibility to my family (something that u'll never know maybe!). many things that u don't know yet about my family's life. i have an impulse which i regard as my responsibility at least to give them something valuable. i want to give something proudly, especially for my mommy before i'm get married and leave them all. thats why i'm so adamant with my desires yesterday. u'r rejection completely made me so disappointed, u never know how much you've really made me sad. i was crying in the middle of the night for 2 days. it feels like that u don't give me any chance to make my parents happier,showing 2 my damnneighbor that i can provide something that is material. aku benar2 terluka sampe pikiranku kemana-mana dan aku luar biasa sedih. i've decided to recieve ur decision gracefully, i would'nt regret it, i just need more time to convince myself that i still can made my parents proud and happy eventhough i had married to you and no longer live with them. i'll be fine...

clueless

weekend's coming soon but i still don't have a plan how i'll spend my holiday to be with fiuhhh..i've asked ari to go home but he was reject :(
once thought to go to around jogja with my sista and miska, but poor me they were have their own plan. nongki with her hero#cuih# absolutely and miska still have to work in her new office hmmpht so what i'm gonna do without any friends??? yani's in jakarta, and retno will spent her time with her boyfriend whose coming from jakarta heuhhhh seems like my day's gonna be empty :(


maybe i'll spent my time by myself, get some "me time" yayyyy :D :D


have a wonderfull long weekend everyone :))