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kenapa jadi begini Tuhan...aku sedih sekali,dya BERTERIAK padaku...mau mati saja rasanya :(( T_T

campur adukk cyinnn -.-

aku kangen pacarkuw...iya betuls,kangennn bangettt...:(

Look,how funny he is :)) 


Ini sudah hari ketiga kita gag bicara sejak senin itu hiks...aku kangen skali. Pengen skali menghubunginya,tp percuma juga menghubungi klo dy nya masih diam kayak gt,ujung2nya ribut lagi huft capek hati klo gini terus tapi aku cintaaaaaa...:(


"yank,i'm so sorry klo emang smw nya salahku...i miss u so much,pingin baikan...:( " -->Ok,sent message to ^Honey^,cancel,save 2 draft :( *gag brani ngirim,akhirnya cm ke save di draft T_T


i miss u....

*nb : td pagi aku ngalamin kejadian Lucu ples malu2in. Jd ceritanya waktu td pagi berangkat kantor udah sampe lotte mart situ ech lampu merah. Brenti donk sbagai warganegara yang baik dah patuh hukum#mringis cantik#. Aku sendirian disitu it means gag ada motor lain selain aku. duuh badan pegell secara abis perjalanan jauh,mumpung mash brenti aku "mulet" dulu deh,mengendorkan tulang2 dan persendian yg kaku,dan dengan gagah berani*ato tolol ya :P* aku merentangkan kedua tanganq ke kanan dan kekiri selebar2nya. sebelah kanan c aman gag ada hambatan ech tak dinyana tak diduga tanganq yg sebelah kiri dengan suksesnya  nonjok mukanya ibu2 motor sebelah yang pas banget brenti disampingku. Aduh aduh maluuuuuuu bwangettttttt,aq pake helm pake penutup mulut sama hidung jd otomatis mw senyum minta maaf gag bisa,akhirnya cm bisa buka kaca helm sambil memohon dengan tangan ples treak2 "ngapunten Buk" huwaaaaaa mana ibuk2 itu mukanya udah marah banget pengen bales nonjok dengan sengaja tentunya hahahahahahaha ngakak gag abis2 sampe kantor :))))

bodoh bodohnya diriku hahahahahaha :D ;D :D

miss u

 I can't sleep, I just can't breathe
When your shadow is all over me, baby
Don't wanna be, a fool in your eyes
'Cause what we had was built on lies

And when our love seems to fade away
Listen to me hear what I say
 

I don't wanna feel the way that I do
I just wanna be right here with you
I don't wanna see, see us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart

I miss you....

What would it take for you to see
To make you understand that I'll always believe
You and I, can make it through
And I still know, I can't get over you
 

Cause when our love seems to fade away
Listen to me hear what I say.....

''missing"

he's not coming today in office,mr.Rudy said that something going wrong with his stomach. hmmm..so glad to hear that which is means i will be lonely without my crazy friends :(

a little morning talk made me feel better,as i know that he's oke,just need a rest for a moment.

everybody said that we cheating each others,hmmm sound doesnt good but i dont wanna think about it harder. we're just friend at all,no excuse no reason. Thanks :)

i'm completely losing my mind :P

gosh,i really2 dont know why this ''unpredictable feeling" can dominate my heart and my mind,and i cant stop smiling for while :)) hahahahahaha

this is too special,after so long time ago i didnt feel like this,now i feel it again. its too short if i call it as a love,because the trully owner of my heart is out there,someone who take care of me since six years ago. but this is different...

i wouldnt guess what's on his mind,or whether he's also had the same feeling as me. i just want to enjoy this feeling for myself,without any desire to share it with anyone.i think i justifiably to have some feeling like this,because i'm a woman who loved to be adored by a man i love.

i'm really2 happy today. and enjoy my time with him,and i hope we'll always be a good partner in every conditions. Thanks been with me this morning,what an amazing two hours :))

oo...God

peyutkuu atittt sekaliiii...pengen pulang....T_T

yahh i've got my menstrual this morning..and oh god its too painfull :((

sampe kantor badan rasanya lemess banget gag ada tulangnya,uhh pengen cuti tp hari ini ada mesti presentasi masalah seminar perpajakan kemaren itu.nek sampe aku ijin sakit apa gag malu2in krna pasti orang2 kantor mikir aku sakit krna grogi mw presentasi,ihh gag banget deh,i was born to be a star so im already all the time :D

today i dont feel like doing anything,i just wanna lay in bed,,,,,:((

 

ponakan sayang,tante malang :(

dari judulnya aja dah keliatan kan betapa bangornya ponakan2q sayang yang berhasil bikin tantenya ini jengkel setengah mati ples takut setengah idup *gimana cb jdnya hahahaha*

ceritanya kmrn kita mw jalan2 k luwes,mw belanja kebutuhan rumah a.k.a toilettress sama mau cari2 liat kado buat nikahannya yayik#hiks aq d disiki merit sama ponakan yg notabene umurnya 5th lebih muda dbanding aq,ishhhh>.<,but tante ikutt seneng ya nepheww :)#.
qt (aq,titah,sasa,micun*si para tersangka* berangkat dr rumah sakit yg kebetulan sebelahan tempatnya sama luwes.oh ya kita semua drumah sakit krna om agung masuk rumah sakit lg hr minggu kemaren*dengan penyakit yg sama dan sebab yg sama,capek deah!*.

krna titah gag mw jalan kaki akhirnya qt sepakat naik motor.aq mengusulkan sasa micun d anter dlu ke luwes br nti giliranku djemput*sebagian orang menyalahkan aku krna skenario tolol ini,harusnya aq sm sasa dlu baru micun,jd ada yg gede yang nemenin sasa,asemm :(*.
nunggu sekitar sperempat jam akhirnya tiba giliranku dijemput.brangkatlah kita ke luwes dengan ketawa ketiwi *tanpa menyadari akan digaek2e sama dua cecurut itu uhhh,sebel deh klo inget kejadiannya :((!.
sampe luwes aq turun d depan,gag ikut k parkiran krna pikirku mw langsung  nyamperin duo bocah itu,titah bilang mreka di tempat yg jualan tempura. menuju kesanalah saya dengan gagah berani,clingak clinguk ech gag nemu juga,yaudah deh nunggu titah dlu. titah dateng trs aq bilang aja mreka gag ada d t4 yang jual tempura. Yaudah qt naik ke t4 gamezone,satu2 arena permainan qt samperin,gag ada juga. Turun lg ke t4 bagian pernak pernik accesories,nyari2 lg sapa tw nyempil di bagian boneka2,ech masih gag ketemu. muter2 bagian baju,sepatu,kosmetik gag juga ketemu *duh udah deg2an aja,takut klo mereka beneran ilang,diculik ato apa gt T_T*. masuk ke supermarketnya,ngubek2 disana masih juga gag nemu,duhh dah pengen nangis antara takut dan sedih. setengah jam nyari2 gag ketemu juga akhirnya qt sepakat mw lapor ke bagian penerangan. abis d umumin,aq nunggu bentar dsitu,sementara titah naik lg muter2 nyari lagi.sampe akhirnya ada bapak2 yg nyaranin bwt nyari mereka ke basement sama parkiran,krn menurut bapaknya emm anak kecil klo ilang atopun nunggu kelamaan pasti mereka bakal nungguin di parkiran disebelah motornya. dan aku pun berjalan kesana dengan lunglai,udah hampir sejam soalnya nyari2 mereka,udah capek bgt ne kaki naik turun tangga muter2,udah hmpir desperate juga akhirnya aq sms mbak wiwin,ibunya duo bocah itu,iseng aja nanya apa sasa micun udah pulang,soale mereka ilang,aq cari drtd gag ketemu.5 menit kemudian sms balasan masuk "uwes muleh,ki wonge lagi adus". WHATT THE HELLLLLL !@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@! YA TUHAN ENGKAU MENGERTI BETUL APA YG AKU RASAKAN SAAT ITU,jengkeeelllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll setengah matiiiiiiiiiiiii :((((((((

ooo god,sampe wes gag isa berkata apa2 lagi.gt ketemu titah aq kasih tw klo mreka dah pulang,dya pun bereaksi sama spertiku,misuh2 hahahahaha asem tenan cah bayi2 nggawek2ke wong tuoo >.<

akhirnya kita gag belanja,mood bubar seketika,lagian juga kaki dah gempor krna sejam naik turun tangga muter2.duduk sebentar cm beli es teh trs pulang.
what a wonderfull experience with my ''amazing nephews" :((


*sampe rumah crita orang drumah malah disalah2in krna aku yang d anggep bego dan gag becus #nangis darah huhhh T_T#

"kurang gizi,kurang kasih sayang"

thats what my officemate said when i talk to her that i feel so bored this morning,all i want to do is run from this daily activity and go out for some shop T_T

and then i realized something,I MISS MY BOYFRIEND !!

yes i really do. i really miss him. i want to meet him soon,..why we cant be a lilbit more closer just when we've made some decision that we'll gonna married soon dear...? :(

he's always getting busy all the time,until i realized that i felt soo very empty deep down in heart. i miss our time together,u'r laugh,ur hug,and ur kisses in my head. i miss everything about u dear...miss u so much :(

god,please,show us the way,so we can be live as closer as we can,and we wouldnt feel this "miss" again...aminnn