Happy Birthday Jakarta!!

Happy saturday night fellas...by the way what are u doing tonight guys? Spent your time with family,friends or the loved ones maybe? Well i wish u all the best fun night 😇

In this saturday night i just spent my time watching my favorite "Tukang Bubur Naik Haji" the series on TV with my mummy. My sista still on her job while my dad hangout with his friends. Guess where's my hubby are?? Yeahhh,he's already attending "Jakarta Night Festival" with Ediiii...errrrghhhhh i wanna be thereeee tooooo babeeee 😑😑😑

I reallyy want to be thereeee tooo,enjoying every moment dr setiap event which is held to celebrate the 486th Jakarta's birthday. Ada PRJ,ada car free night, ada PRJ di Monas and last but not least (i guess it will be the biggest event is Jakarta Night Festival). Gooooshh pengen banget ada disanaaaaaa..gabung sama hubby and friends aaaaaa #guling2 #nangisjerit2

Sebenernya hubby udah nyuruh aku buat dtg lagi k Jakarta,tapiiii aku gag bisa dong ijin lagi ke kantor setelah kmrn udah ijin,bisa di SP aku sama pak Dirlakk huhuhhu... Alhasil malem ini aku manyun drumah while my hubby ikut bumped into that happening celebrations 😕😩

Well no matter what happened i really hope Jakarta bakalan jauuuhhh lebih baikk lagi diulang tahunnya yg ke 486 ini. Semoga dengan kepemimpinan Pak Jokowi-Ahok ini Jakarta mulai berbenah di semua bidang. Emang sih permasalahan di Jakarta itu terlalu banyak dan kompleks,but we have to still believe,gag boleh kehilangan harapan bahwa dengan kemauan,sikap yang baik serta ketegasan dari pemerintah,everythings gonna be better. Hopefully 🙏

Once again Happy Birthday Jakarta,my next hometown. We wish u nothing but the best,maju dalam segala bidang. Good bless 🎂🍰💝🎁🎉🎊🎈

Dreams Share

Him : Babe, what's your dream by the way (he asking me about that after he sent a pic of Audi cars)

Me : i have a simply dream for now, that is moving out to Jakarta and live together with you asap :))

Him : and ??

Me : have a baby, take of baking courses, having an bussiness line (culinary or fashion design) and last but not least a pair of Christian Loubutin #simpering :D

What about yours?

Him : have a car, a house, a baby, bussiness farm (cows and birds) and the last is traveling to Rome with the whole family members

somehow this simply conversation is made my day, warm my heart unconditionally. i love how we communicate even be apart by time and distance. Happy weekend dear....me lovess youu :* :*

Jakarta Weekend #Day Two

my second day in here was went soo smooth a.k.a full of laziness hehehe..:)

woke up at 0.9.00 am (we missed worship time uhhh!) because we just came back at home at 03.00 am after watching "Man of Steel" in cinema, continuing with motor riding along major roads in Jakarta, such as Thamrin, Sudirman, Semanggi etc. That was sooo fun!! I love how we spent our saturday night together after for a while we didn't have any times together. Time flies so fast and we don't want to waste our "little together time" with something ordinary. I'm soooo happy <3 <3

we didn't has any plan at all for today, so after woke up we still lying down on our bed, talk about this and that, kissing, cuddling, joking each other (i can proudly said that we're really enjoyed our time together) until our tummy "singing", asking for some food hehehe... 

When we're ready to take some breakfast out, mas-nya dari toko tempat dimana kita order TV dateng. Surprised and very impressed banget sama service dari toko ini. Fyi, kami order TV ini lewat Forum Jual-Beli Kaskus , karna setelah kami bandingkan dengan harga survey kami di PRJ lumayan jauh, selisih sekitar 200-300rb cyinnn, lumayan banget kan ?! Yaudah, kita gag jadi deah ngambil TV di PRJ. Sampe rumah hubby langsung browsing sana sini, nemu treat yang reviewnya bagus banget, langsung order by SMS bo', bukan by phone. KIta order malem dan paginya langsung dikirim barangnya!! What an excellent services!! Recomended banget deh pokoknya. Untuk link-nya aku sedikit lupa karna hubby yang dr kemarin rempong browsing sana2i, but a bit clue is cari aja yang punya treat namanya Koh Hendra :P :P

Went to breakfast and comeback to the house & get lazy (again!) hahahaha...we really don't wanna going nowhere. Hubby loves his new LED TV sooo much, he won't moves anywhere, just sitting at the bed and watching his favorite movie "Transformer"..ckckckc *_*

Leaved the house at 2.00 pm for having lunch with hubby's friend, Eddy and photo printing. I'm so excited to see Eddy, because at our first meeting, we (Me, Hubby & Eddy) was disccused about their next together project, Photography, and they will take me as their employee hahaha...i never imagine before that i'm gonna be as much as excited like this hihihi..:))

Dinner nasi bebek and get ready for coming back home. This time me using Executif class, no more bussines class hehehe :D :P

C u soon baby...gonna miss youuuuu...Muuuaccchhhhh :* :* :*

Nb...

- for u guys whom curious about new movie "Man of Steel" i wouldn't recommended this movie. all i can say, this movie is really monotonous and lebay!! totally not recomended!! i even fell asleep while watching this movie last night :(

- i got my new Iphone from hubby..yayyyy :D :D *kissskisss*

- want to comeback to jakarta asap :P

- from now on i can going ANYWHERE bravely by myself..Yayyyyyy *joget2kegirangankarnaudahgagtakutlagipergikemanamanasendiri* :D :D

Jakarta Weekend #Day One

finally i decided to spent my weekend in Jakarta, spending my time with hubby which is been apart for about 3 weeks. Miss him a lot, and finally last night i departed from my town at 6.30 pm by train. It was my very first experience out of town using train by myself. So scared for the first time, but getting better after for a while. One thing which made me promise to myself would never take bussiness class anymore is because soooooo hot being there. Panassss, sumukkkkk, gerahhhh!!! Oohhhh that was really annoying, made me couldn't sleep at all..what a journey :(

forget about that bad experience, i was soo happy to see my hubby again. can't stop cuddling & kissing along day hahahahaha :))

We both decided to spent our first weekend at PRJ. Hubby promised gonna take me there if i coming here. Arrived at 12.00 pm and leaved the place at 06.00. Yeahhh, we spent our half day moving around that place. Our first destination is we both will looking for a TV. Hubby has sell his TV, so now we need the new one for our new house. Got some choices but we're not decided yet, which one would we take.

Going to sleep now before spent our saturday night in cinemas watching "Man of Steel". Have a great saturday night,peeps....:))

1 Month Anniversary

1 month old marriage already and still counting...:)

perasaan baru kemaren deh aku berpegangan tangan menuju altar dan mengucapkan janji nikah di hadapan Romo, keluarga dan gereja...and everything going soo smooth and amazing. Nothing can't be said other than soo grateful. 1 bulan pernikahan bener2 luar biasa..:))

Meskipun saat ini kami belum tinggal bersama, tapi semuanya itu tidak mengurangi kebahagiaan kami as a newly wed. Kami menjalani segala sesuatunya seperti waktu dulu kami masi pacaran, hanya saja sekarang kadar kangennya jadi melonjak 10x lipat dibanding dulu hehehe...yappp, my hubby is ngangeninnnnn :)))

Happy 1 month anniversary dear...semoga kita cepet bisa tinggal bersama (hopefully), selalu bersama dalam suka dan duka dan senantiasa memuliakan Tuhan in our daily life....Aminnnnnn :))

I love u today, more than yesterday, but not as much as tomorrow :* :*

 

Ohh June...

I feel sooooo hurt and sad this time…for the first time in my life, during I work here, I feel soo terpojok dan teraniaya :(

Bermula dari gantiin mbak novi yang cuti karena sakit, sebagai finance staff dan karna sedang gag ada begitu banyak pekerjaan akhirnya aku menyanggupi untuk menggantikan mbak novi menerima pembayaran donasi siswa di kantor bawah. I received this job karna aku pikir kerjaanya gag begitu rumit, hanya nerima pembayaran trs ngasih kuitansi. That’s it, okelah aku berangkat dengan semangat baja 45. Everything’s fine, sampe tutup buku semuanya cocok antara jumlah kuitansi dan jumlah uang yang udah aku terima. Udah serah terima langsung juga sama bu devi dan semuanya sudah cocok!

Gag disangka gag dinyana masalah muncul beberapa hari kemudian. Ada complain dari salah satu siswa yang gag dapet kartu ujian karna masih ada tunggakan donasi 1 bulan. Dipanggilah aku ke bawah buat nge-clear-in.  setelah aku ketemu sama si anak yang complain ini aku inget banget, waktu itu dya Cuma ngasih kartu donasi  ditaruh dimeja gitu aja dan bilang “aku tinggal y mbak” sambil ngeloyor pergi. AND I’M VERY SURE bahwa uang yang ada di dalem kartu donasi itu 5 LEMBAR 50rb-an a.k.a 250 ribu. Karna jumlah donasi dya 220 ribu makanya masih ada sisa uang 30rb kembalian, tapi si anak bilang ngotot kalo dya bawa uang 4 LEMBAR 100rb-an dan 1 lembar 50rb-an a.k.a 450ribu! Nahhh lhohh!!

Udah ketemuan sama si Mas-nya anak ini, dan dia bisa nerima penjelasan aku. Aku pikir masalah juga sudah selesai. Tapi ternyata pagi ini begitu aku nyampe kantor udah langsung disuruh ke kantor SMP aja karna udah ditungguin sama orangtua si anak ini. Hmmmpht…belum menyerah juga ternyata dia..

Ngobrol, berunding ini itu sama bu devi sama kepsek jugak gag nemu kata sepakat, malah si ibuk ini marah2 gag terima dan mati2an bilang anaknya gag salah. Juru bayar (yang dalam hal ini AKU) yang salah karna gag ngasih tanda terima. Pake bilang (gag langsung sih tapi intinya nyindir aku sama mbak novi) kalo kami berdua itu suka nilep duit dan bikin laporan palsu. Dr awal aku tenang aja, karna aku pikir aku gag salah jadi y aku gag perlu takut apapun. Tapi ternyata setelah pertemuan itu berakhir, moodku ancur berantakan, gag semangat dan aku benar2 merasa terganggu karna masalah ini. Endingnya kami (aku, mbak novi dan bu devi ) mutusin untuk nutup semua kekurangan biar semuanya cepet selesai. Tau apa yang aku rasakan saat ini?? TERPUKUL, TERPOJOK DAN LUAR BIASA SEDIH. Begini ternyata rasanya difitnah dan teraniaya T___T

I’m not a person yang tidak mau mengakui kesalahan dan aku juga tidak akan segan2 untuk minta maaf jika memang dalam hal ini aku yang salah, but I WOULD NEVER MAKES AN APOLOGIZE IF ITS NOT MY FAULT!! Well I’m not an angel, but from this case I just learn so much thing, no matter how hard life hits you, at the end honesty will always get the way and win. ALWAYS

Nb…suddenly miss my hubby, I just want to cry on his shoulders :((

#18ThingsIWant

#1. bisa cepet2 tinggal bareng sama suami a.k.a moving out to Jakarta asap

#2. Iphone 4S

#3. Going to maldives with hubby

#4. Christian Louboutin pigalle spikes baby pink

#5. and the ballerinas also :D

#6. Going to Bali wif family

#7. Kissing and hugging my hubby everyday

#8. More gyming & aerobics

#9. Mix platter & choco lava cake by ninotchka cafe

#10. daniel wellington watch

#11. cutting my hair shorter

#12. HAVING A BABY :D :D

#13. have a shoeline

#14. shopping in Orchard road wif my sistaaaa

#15. movie marathon with my hubby

#16. LONG LASTING & HAPPILY EVER AFTER MARRIAGE...aminnn...

#17. kursus masak

#18...and last but not least...more seasons of Gossip Girl 

above are what i really want now, well everyone should have some "needed" for our mood booster, don't we??

happy weekend, fellas.....:D :D

 

House on Sale

Just received a call from hubby whose telling me that our KPR is denied. And now he's trying to get back the booking fee which he has paid to developer. I exactly dunno what to said when i heard that "weird" news. Honestly i feel so happy, yess, sooo happy and even sooo relieved that finally we got the decision.  Nevertheless in other side, i felt disappointed too because from now on we have to start looking for another "house on sale"...hmmmpppttt..

aku seneng juga lega banget karna akhirnya kami tidak perlu lagi terombang-ambing sembari berharap2 cemas akan kelanjutan dari KPR yang udah kami ajukan untuk ngambil rumah di daerah Depok. Honestly dari awal aku udah gag setuju dengan rencana KPR ini, karena menurutku segala sesuatunya terlalu terburu-buru. Suamiku sih sebenernya yang sangat semangat untuk segera punya rumah gitu aku officially moving out to Jakarta, happy banget dengan segala keseriusan dan semangatnya buat ngasih yang terbaik buat aku, buat keluarga kecil kami. Tapi setelah aku pikir2 lagi, apalagi setelah begitu banyak hal yang aneh dan menyebalkan terjadi sehubungan dengan KPR rumah itu (developernya bikin emosi dan gag jelas!), aku jadi setengah hati untuk meneruskan proses KPR ini. Sementara suami masih tetep keukeuh pengen rumah itu, akhirnya proses KPR tetep jalan. Hampir dua bulan kami terombang-ambing gag jelas (proses dimulai sebulan sebelum kami menikah dan ini sudah hampir sebulan kurang berapa hari aja setelah kami resmi menikah), dan akhirnya tadi pagi suami ngabarin kalo KPR resmi ditolak dan sekarang dya sedang berusaha untuk meminta kembali booking fee yang udah dibayarkan. Dan itu pun susaaaahhh banget bo' buat minta kembali uang yang jelas2 punya kami T__T

i know that my hubby's a bit disappointed about that rejection, begitu juga aku, karna impian kami berdua buat segera punya rumah masi harus tertunda. but we learned so much lessons, bahwa segala sesuatu yang awalnya dimulai dengan tidak siap, terburu-buru dan hanya didasari nafsu "gek ndang pengen nduwe"  semata, semuanya itu tidak akan baik pula pada akhirnya. sedikit menyesal kami tidak bisa menghadapi ini bersama-sama karna masalah jarak tapi kami bersyukur kami boleh melewati ini dengan baik tanpa perlu saling menyalahkan. Kindly received this decision, mungkin memang belum rejeki kita sayang.....semangattttttt :D :D

Stay & Go

when i and hubby decided to get married, we both had a deal that me will follow him move to Jakarta. Which is mean that i have to say goodbye with my family, my best lovely sister ever and of course my job in Widya wacana :(

i realized that from now i just have to live for my new little family, i want to give my whole life just for my hubby and our future life. honestly started from our deal, i feel really hard to moving out to Jakarta. I really really hateeee those town. I once said, i could live anywhere except Jakarta. Dunno, but in my mindset jakarta is hell. Traffic jam, bad weather, criminality, social inequality, flood etc was my excuses to not to live there. I personally couldn't imagine having to raise my babies in those bad social life and environment. And i choose Bandung instead. But have to be apart (again!) with hubby is more scariest than all my excuses i had say before. Fiuuhhhhh...what a  choice --_--

and after we officially married, we made our new dealing that i'm gonna moving out to Jakarta by the end of this September. First week have to be apart from hubby caused by he have to be back in Jakarta for his job, i still feel okay. Even i slept soo tightly at night But when he called me and told me that he feels really lonely suddenly i cried sooo loud. feels so sad and beaten yet hurt knowing that as a wife i still letting my hubby feel lonely and unhappy T_T

and when we met again last weekend, i can feel my lust to move to Jakarta as soon as possible. i really wanna be there, i want to always be beside him. companying, hug and kiss him everyday, prepare his breakfast & lunch, welcoming in the door when he's come back from office and sooo many things i want to do for him. Nevertheless still too many responsibilities here, waiting to be done. And i'm not a cower, run away from anything just for my own importance. Well this is not easy, but God always give a way for everyone who's never stop trying and praying..:))

wait me babyyyyy....:* :*

It is a Process

welcome june....:)

it's been 3 weeks already since me officially got married. Happy, happy and feeling blessed all the time. before i move to Jakarta by the end of September, i and ari have to long distance-ing (again!). Dunno, should i be happy or sad, but so far we can through this so well. so thankfull that our used to long distance relationship's experiences taught us as well as how to be always keep in touch no matter how far we are. bagaimanapun, experience is the best teacher, right? And we learn so many things together, always tried to fixed the bad things became the better one, so we could sleep tightly by the end of the night (one thing which Ari always said,that WE HAVE TO FIXED ALL PROBLEM BEFORE SLEEP AT NIGHT, which is means go to bed in a good mood and good emotion of course :)

seminggu setelah menikah, aku benar2 tidak bisa tidur nyenyak!! seriously, gag tau kenapa otakku gag bisa berhenti berpikir while my eyes is close and tried to sleep. tidur gag pernah nyenyak, selalu kebangun-bangun. apa karna selama ini udah biasa tidur sendiri kali y, jadi begitu ada "temen tidur" eh malah blingsatan gag karuan, beneran gag bisa tidur wakelessly apalagi peacefully :(

Begitu suami balik ke Jakarta karna jatah cuti udah abis, malem pertama tidur tanpa suami ehhh GUE NGOROKK NYENYAKKK BANGETT kayak abis sebulan begadang!! Gileee benerrr, gue aja sampe heran2 ama diri gue sendiri. Tapi ternyata keheranan eke gag brenti sampe dsini aja sodara-sodara, seminggu sblum kepulangan suami alamakkkk GUE GAG BISA TIDUR LAGIIIIII!! Gag tanggung2, tiap 2 jam kebangun dan selalu bangun jam 3 pagi dan udah gag bisa tidur lagiii --_--

Dan kekonyolan berlanjut dengan tidur sangat nyenyak ketika udah seranjang lagi ama suami. Nyenyak-gag bisa-nyenyak-gag bisa-nyenyak lagi #benar2 siklus yang aneh *.*

many things has change after i'm being a wife. aku menyadari ada banyak perubahan sikap yang aku rasakan setelah kami resmi menjadi suami istri. Biggest one dari suami adalahhh sikapnya yang semakin penyayang!! Serius, aku merasa dia jadi makin perhatian dan sayang banget sama aku. HE GIVES ME ANYTHING, ALL I WANT. Dia juga udah ngasih sedikit lebih banyak kebebasan buatku dalam hal shopping. 3 minggu ini dia jarang banget bilang "NO", hampir gag pernah malahan. All is about "YES, YES and MY PLEASURE DEAR" hihihihi loveeee himmmmm :* :*

karna kita udah suami istri, jadi apa2 harus dipikir dan dirasakan bersama, aku juga pengen cerita tentang perubahan sikap dari diri aku sendiri dong hehehe... Ya, aku merasa klo sekarang aku lebih sabar dan tenang dalam menyikapi segala sesuatu permasalahan apapun. Feels like i'm getting mature day by day, grew up, even i can imagine that i'm going so soo ashamed if i stay with my childish & defensive attitude :))

pagi ini sedikit berbeda.entah kenapa suasana hatiku begitu mellow, apalagi setelah selesai dress up dan siap berangkat kantor tapi suami blm juga bangun. ketika ngliat dia masi tidur aku sketika mutusin buat berangkat kantor sendiri aja pake motor. semua masi baik2 saja. ketika dya udah bangun dan ada sedikit conversation :

suami : "sayang jadi pulang jam brapa"

me : "jam 10 aku ijin nanti"

suami : "gag usah ijin gag papa, pulang kayak byasa aja"

me : speechless :(

tp gag tau knp aku jadi kayak marah dan sedih gt. rasanya kayak dia menolak perhatian yang jelas2 aku tawarkan. aku pengen menghabiskan lebih banyak waktu sama dia karna minggu sore dia udah mesti balik Jakarta lagi. aku bahkan udah mbrebes aja mo nangis T_T

akhirnya aku mau berangkat kerja dianter suami stelah awalnya bersikukuh pengen naik motor sendiri. udah gag sedih lagi sih akunya, tapi y masi blm ngmg banyak. jadi selama perjalanan y kita banyak diem2an. beberapa jam gt sampe kantor suami telpon,nanya uda mkan apa belum, nanya ini itu sampe akhirnya dia nanya "sayang td pagi kenapa nangis?kenapa gag cerita?aku stress klo sayang kyk gt, besok2 jangan gt lagi y? huks jadi sedihh lagiiiii TT____TT

tapi akhirnya aku cerita dan dia mengerti. see, mungkin ini yang disebut the power of love. call me lebay, but this really happen. at least in my daily wedding life. that power makes us be more understand, good listener, honest and more patience to each other. many thing we have to learned & reach together, but we believe that :

good intentions + trying + praying = God's blessing

;)