Lastly Boring Day

the end of July,,,fiuhhhh bye bye the fricky, busy and cranky Julyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D :D

Blew Up

i dont even know exactly what i felt or what that made me sooooo blew up couple days lately. no days without  annoyances to somebody or something. i feel so frustrated about ANYTHING,something looking insignificant eventually can made me soooo "BLEW UP" fiuhh :((
and i feelllll soooo much tired, i need someone either something which can calm me down. i really need it ohhhh this is sooooooo annoying T.T

nb,,,

hellooowww...anyone out there who wanna join me to killed this annoyances?? SOS please..&_&

:(

rest in peace pakde Thukul..hopefully u'll get the eternity soon..:)

He His Him Mine

i met this guy when i was 3rd grade on high school. he's a transfer student from Mertoyudan Seminari High School. First time i saw him, emmm nothing special i felt in my heart, because that moment i still have a boyfriend. But day by day we're getting closer as a friend off course. i knew him as a good person, wise, humorous and a bit introvert, nevertheless over all he was a good listener, someone that i really need when i'm in "teenager crisis" besides my BFF or my boyfriend. He's really my best friend :)

we had a beautiful friendship, until finally i broke up with my guy and we're becomes increasingly close. and the the story goes...:))

being boyfriend-girlfriend for 7 years was so much fun. Yeah, can't denied sometimes we've got fight, do not talk each other, but lastly we're going back together, more intimate than before hahaha :D

i'm so grateful to have him in my life, he taught me many lesson of life so i can more appreciate anything i have, not only regrets about something that i hadn't, actually he made me living more wisely :)

and fyi, we have a long distance relationship!! i'm so surprised by myself that soooo these far i can hang on my relationship with him. SEVEN YEARS everyone, what a loooooong timeeee, unbelievable!! ;)

i'm the luckiest girl in these world i guess, i have someone who i've been dreaming of. its not too much if i call him as my soulmate, isn't he? :p

lately we started talked and planned about our future together, our plan dream wedding. we've discuss everythinggg and started looking for many informations everything about wedding. start of buildings, invitations, souvenirs, wedding dress (the most excited thing i want to do :P) and many moooreeeee :* :*

we're ready to meet our future as husband-wife. as a single first step, our family will meet each other at the middle of August this years (in javanese its called as "tembungan/lamaran")# Such cant wait to face that moment...Yayyyyy :D :D

on-screen/off-screen couple

Feel sooo happy to see that Gwen Stacy are dating with Peter Parker in real yayyy :D :D

The precious one called family

I’ve been kinda soooo busy this July. Seems like many thing just  happen without can be avoided. Many thing happened in my daily life and made me realized, I can stand up until now is just because my family. My parents, my sista, my nephew and my beloved Ari. They’re all are my strength, so I can still face the world with a big smile and million hope :)

Life has hit us with mother’s illness,how we’re really beaten and scared either sad. But God is soo amazing, His hand never leave us. He’s been sent many2 strenght and consolations towards my family through my another family *thanks for my aunty, my uncle, and all of you guys :*

 

Maybe we’re just a human with a million shortfall and problems, but we always have the greatest things that we need to conquer it all, that is OUR FAMILY.

So keeping up ur family always guys, God loves u through ur family and everyone arounds u. Yayyy :D :D

SOL to VMA

long time didnt write anything, because off my "business". one week ago, my parents got an accident when they were on their way to the church at Sunday morning. i was so surprised when my grandma screamed out so loudly that morning to woke me up and told me that my parents got a crashed with another car. what a surprised on sunday morning :(

my dad is okay, but i am lilbit worried about my mom's condition. after stayed at hospital for couples day, on the 2nd day my mom go to the Yarsis Islamic Hospital for a ct-scan examination. the examination result showed that there is something on my mom's brain. doctors advised to conduct an MRI examination. i'm so scared if something bad gonna happen to my mom :(
my aunty's friend (she is a head on ICU/PICU department) said that "something" on my mom's head is a tumor #i felt really like going to faint that moment. i'm sad and scared T.T
but after my aunty had some consultations with a neurological surgeon,its not a tumor but its like a varices. to be honest i'm so confuse, what's going on with my mom. i just can pray to the Lord, i'm pretty sure God's will is the best for HIS peoples. Amen

 get well soon mommy..we love u :) :*

signalondolo

i missss my Ari soooooo muccchhhhhhh huhuhuhu :((
its been 2 days he's on Kalimantan for some new project, and its kinda annoying to see and face the truth that we've been apart caused by the damn mobile signal out there was sooooooooo sucks arghhhhhh >.<
eventhough i've been expected these situation before he left (remember that his project was located in a middle of Jungle...) its still make me feel so frustratedddd. I MISS HIM SO BADLY T.T

i'm soo unsatisfied this morning, and some people make it worse.is somebody out there who can help me,please??

beautifuly weekend

had sooooo much funnnn weekend on this early July..thanks God..:))

 banana chocolate cheese by chef ita yeyyy i made it :D

 going to yani's wedding party :)

 momm and dad :)

 this little girl is a damage in fashion, very big dissaster hahahaha

i have a beautiful lizard on my finger :D