jermanku sayang :)

oohh soooo saaaaddd...my lovely soccer team have 2 going home after loses on half-final euro championship against Italy with 1-2 final score. Hiks hiks...hwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa T___T

 he's mesut ozil

 the super coach, Joachim Loew :)

 the best team ever seen, bravoo Germany :))

 neuer left his nets to help his team made a goal (how far he has been run hahaha)

 my amazing manuel neuer :)

ozil looks so beaten :(

awkward

 soo rempong this morning, have to handled 3 kind of job at the same time *.* #my messy desk

finally got this "decree" :) thanks Jesus :)

cranky monday

sooo cranky this morning, began this 1st day of the last week of June with many2 cranky things :(
guess what guys, i'm caught by a policeman when i'm on my way to the office. he's arrested my driving license and asking me to take it back in their office. soooo annoying >.< #despite all that happened caused by my own blame :((

asked here and there tried to find some peoples who maybe can help to accompany me take my driving license back. called ari,asked for some advice and finally i called my dad whereas i was determined would finish this problem by myself. Yeahh, i think i'll always be daddy's little girl until whenever hahahaha


ps,..i had signed extension of employment contract this morning. messy and annoy waiting period was over yeyyyyy..thanks My Jesus :)) 

 btw,italy has won the game against england, what a surprised :D

quote of the day

.........u can't lose what u never had....

-ita kusmanto-

little princess's dreams

when i was young,emm about eleven years old, i always has some dream about my futures would be like. i wanted to study in science college, wanted to work at industrial laboratories as an analyst and wanted to get married at 20 or 22 years old,what an amazing simple dreams of a little girl xoxo (^o^)

but sometimes life doesn't always run as a dream, that's life always  should be. from our failure in the past we could learned and appreciated our little success in the future :)

1. i failed to studied at food chemistry majors in Widya Mandala University Malang, caused by my moms didn't allowed me to go too far from my city #my moms said that i'm still too young and "unstable" to released alone in those antah-berantah city oohh poor me:(# but then i got the best university instead, the best culinary place and the most calm cold town in Salatiga, my favorite town until now, i always want to get back there someday :)
2. i failed to worked at one of industrial laboratories in indonesia, caused by suddenly i've lost my passion on everything about chemistries and i didn't wanted it anymore for my carreer job. i've been working as a marketing staff at stock exchanges company for almost a years, and continued as a administration staff at Furniture company *remind me again how my boss was so cruel and stingy* and the last but not least now i work as a finance staff at Widya Wacana Christian School Foundation. i'm sooo happy being here, and soo grateful to God who has give me the best Job ever in de world hohoho...:))
3.  i failed to get married in 20 age, and this is the only one of my  'silly'  dreams that i really2 doesnt regretted to be done. i realized how God has gave me many chance to know more and more deeply about ari's personality, how we (me and ary) has so many chance to  sharing and caring each others as boyfriend-girlfriend, how we got fighting and became more intimate either stronger after that,how we learned to pushed up our each ego and tried to always give the best for our mate and how God's soo kind, has blessed and merged us together as a couple for 7 years lately. And this mid-year, we've started talk about and made some plans for our wedding. Thanks so much Jesus, nothing can be better than live long last together with him as husband-wife :)))

and there are so many other dreams that i couldn't write it all here. but always remember one thing, keep dreaming, believing, caring, sharing and most importanly, LOVING. God would always there to blessing and carrying. Be blessed everyone :))



ps,,,i just calculate my personal monthly cashflow couple minutes ago and starting realized that i'm BANGK-RUTTT hwaaaaaaaaa T___T

quote of the day

judging a person doesn't define who they are, it defines who you are

-ita kusmanto-

europhoria

came to the office at 10.00 am and feels soooo satisfied. so happy that i can saw my favorite football team match versus Denmark this dawn. soo moreee happy because my Germany has won the game yayyyy...:* :*

 goal by Podolsky and Lars Bender, you guys was awesome :D

 ticket to the quarter-finals already's on hand. Bravoooo germany yayyyyy :D :D
 

;((

i actually made crazy by making financial statements. i spent this whole day to finish it, try to find the errors. there is considerable difference between the cash money and the final sum. its about 2 milion idr huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa T___T

Up and Down and Beep beep Beeps

i  feels so missing my boy so much. Yeah, ari's already on Singapore (again!) since last sunday. before he left, we've been rarely communicated each other caused by our each bussiness. somehow, when i was "weak" and felt so "fulled" with all of my "daily needed" all i wanna do is just running out to him. He with all his prudence definately can quite and made me feel soo peaceful :)


we've been together through 7 years lately. we have very wonderful and amazing relationship. many storms we've been through and so far we can faced them all. we shared many things together, love and joy, tears and sorrow, grew up and been mature together during our relationship. its very please, and i'm so thankfull to God whose always blessing us until now :)


But we've got a bit fighting several weeks lately. I was very depressed and confused, in other side ari also being very busy with his work. as a woman of course, i really need him to be there, to hear me and calm me down. but unfortunately, at the same time ari also being depressed with his work. and the next can be guessed easily, yapp we got F.I.G.H.T.I.N.G  :((
there are many our plan, about this and that, that we have to talk about the every details, had to wait until  we get back together. hmmmpht these situation's really sucks, u know, but we know each other kindly, that we have to face this phase, because that was the courtship supposed to be.  and when all was over, we'll be more intimate than before xoxoxo..:))

cupcakes orange coklat

i am really interest with everything about cooking. but unfortunately, the last cake i've ever made completely couldn't be eaten. its too watery and tarnish. oohh poor me :(

but recently i got some recipe from this site, and seem like very easy to do. yeahh i'm gonna take some chance to try this cupcakes recipes on this weekend. i hope the result will be good and the most important is can be eaten. wish me luck guys :D

the result is supposed to be like that,i'll do my best to make it happen :)

Basic Cupcakes ingredient :

200 gr flour

120 gr butter

1/2 teaspoon baking powder

2 chicken eggs

75 ml fresh milk

1 or 2 sachets Nutrisari orange flavor, melt with 2 tablespoons water

Chocolate topping ingredients :

200 gr chocolate bars, melted

How to Make :

1. beat butter, sugar, vanilla until fluffy

2. add the eggs one at a time and beat again until completely inflates

3. enter the flour and mix well, knead until smooth with a spoon

4. enter nutrisari and the milk, stirring until blended and pour into a cup which had prepared

5. bake in preheated oven until the color changed to yellow-brown

6. while still warm, pour the melted chocolate, garnished with candied orange peel

Good luck, sam :))

best match,best goal

i think last night was the Best match since Euro Championship 2012 has been held. France-England. those match was sooo amazing. both of the team played as well as they can perfomed. but i saw that the "Blue" team was played more hard and more gave some pressure for the "white" team. Very wonderful goal has been made by Samir Nasri. that was really an amazing shot, go faster and near the crossbar. Very impressive!!


emm one thing that made me so dissapointed with the "white" team is their goalkeeper was soo disappointing. he look like "new kid" without any impressive skill. several times his wicket saved by his captain, Gerrad.oohh poor him..#you have really cute face dear, but i think u'll be much better to be a boyband's member than play as a football player  hahahaha :D

ends 1-1,very well :D

gado-goda :)

 cupcake is only to be seen not to be eaten :)

 don't u think that they're twins?

 yossi,u got punk'ed xoxo

the truly gado2,i had cooked yesterday.actually i dont know if this could be called as cooking, considered that all i had done was just boil and mixed an instant seasoning onto a glass of water hahahah

fyi,mommy's going home this afternoon yayyyy...miss u much mommm :* :*

'' soegija "

i've been watching "soegija", a movie which have been predicted would be a fenomenal movie this year. these movie was talked about the struggle of Mgr. Soegijapranoto as the 1st archbishop in Semarang diocese. How He tried so many ways to save the peoples from colonialsm and hunger. How He taught many people to be a "katolik sejati '', to always be believe in Jesus Christ no matter what happen, no matter how difficult it is to live in the middle of colonialsm and hunger. i was soo affected when i heard many worship songs sung throughout the movie. its soo amazing,made my heart like beaten and full of grace at the same time :)


thumbs up for the director, the crews, main casts and many people which involved in these movie.hopefully this movie gonna be boxoffice. Berkah Dalem :))

ps,,this movie's really recomended, especially for catholics. and u can read everything 'bout the movie in here :)

cashflow

talk about my new deskjob which is about ''cashflow", actually i found myself very excited to do the best for every details of these jobs.i'm soo excited being busy :)


i wish i can doing well and everythings gonna be equal between amount balance and amount money on the cashbox. ciayooooo sam, u can do this :D :D

cant be apart from those activity every single day hahahaha

being forgive

i was cried along the night and i'm completely feels collapsed this morning :(

" jika orangtua sering dengan sengaja menyakiti anaknya,apakah kewajiban seorang anak untuk TETAP memafkan dan menghormati mereka?? YA,karna bagaimanapun mereka adalah orangtua kita, orang yang pernah berjuang mati2an memelihara dan menjaga kita!! "

-kutipan Firman Tuhan pagi ini-

quotes from morning musings sung by Yani was really strikes my heart deeply.i became increasingly upset and wanted to cry as loud as i can do.yeah, i had a bad night with my dad. i've experienced this once and once when i first encountered this thing, i vow'd to myself that i would never experinced it again. at least i wouldn't care, just close my mouth and not taking a comment. But have u ever expected when there will be ur family who talked about ur another close family member in front of ur nose?? ask me!! i know exaclty how it feels like. its really painfull. even when i'm struggling to not care and tried to defend his honor, on the other side even mad to you and started doesnt talking to you any longer. it was really2 unfair, isn't it?

aku mengalaminya. i'm feel soo hurts. i cried on a prayer, begging so i dont hate him.so that i can still be kind and respectfull to him eventhough my heart sick and scream out controllably because of his bad manner to all of we. but  i'm just a human, with all of my limitedness. its gonna need more time,but i always believe on one thing...PEOPLE WOULDN'T BE LOWER TO APOLOGIZE OR EVEN BE HIGHER WITH FORGIVENESS.GOD WILL ALWAYS THERE TO GUIDE AND FORGIVE :))

smells good

" wanita yang tidak memakai parfum adalah wanita yang tidak punya masa depan "

-coco chanel-

loved those quotation above so much, personally i can't be apart from my mascara, perfume and tissues :))

had bought my favorite Charlie white yesterday...yayyy :D

welcome June, gudbye retno, welcome new responsibility

june has coming,..but today is the last day we'll meet retno in this office. Fiuhh..i'll lost an officemate once again..:(


i'm so sad, but in fact i'm more happy for her that she's gonna get a new chance and a new better job for her better future absolutely. She's going to semarang this afternoon for some educational training which held by BCA. Many times, many happiness that we've been shared together as long as we are in a one-stop office. Shopping mall, watching many new movies on theatre (the last movie we've been seen yesterday is Men in Black III,i hope we can watch another movies later together dear :), sang a song (she loves Beautiful Girls by Christian Bautista very much), ate MunMun chicken steak and many more, many lovely togetherness that we've been through which i will be greatly missed :)


starting from this day on too,i got a new responsiblity on my Jobs. Yeah, i handle the bookkeeping journal cashflow  , replacing some retno's task #sounds terrible considering that i'm not graduate majoring in accounting :(
But the agreement has been signed, so no way back off. its gonna be complicated but i'm sure i can handle it very well :)


in other side, i got a feeling that yani's gonna be resign too from this office. Hufftt..its really hard God, how i saw my officemate leaved one by one from this place. But i realized on something that they're gone for grab another better chance for their social life. since nuel gone, i've used to be lost some friends.
Sooo, hopefully we can always be a good friends, no matter how far the distance between us...ciayooooyy :))