little princess's dreams

when i was young,emm about eleven years old, i always has some dream about my futures would be like. i wanted to study in science college, wanted to work at industrial laboratories as an analyst and wanted to get married at 20 or 22 years old,what an amazing simple dreams of a little girl xoxo (^o^)

but sometimes life doesn't always run as a dream, that's life always  should be. from our failure in the past we could learned and appreciated our little success in the future :)

1. i failed to studied at food chemistry majors in Widya Mandala University Malang, caused by my moms didn't allowed me to go too far from my city #my moms said that i'm still too young and "unstable" to released alone in those antah-berantah city oohh poor me:(# but then i got the best university instead, the best culinary place and the most calm cold town in Salatiga, my favorite town until now, i always want to get back there someday :)
2. i failed to worked at one of industrial laboratories in indonesia, caused by suddenly i've lost my passion on everything about chemistries and i didn't wanted it anymore for my carreer job. i've been working as a marketing staff at stock exchanges company for almost a years, and continued as a administration staff at Furniture company *remind me again how my boss was so cruel and stingy* and the last but not least now i work as a finance staff at Widya Wacana Christian School Foundation. i'm sooo happy being here, and soo grateful to God who has give me the best Job ever in de world hohoho...:))
3.  i failed to get married in 20 age, and this is the only one of my  'silly'  dreams that i really2 doesnt regretted to be done. i realized how God has gave me many chance to know more and more deeply about ari's personality, how we (me and ary) has so many chance to  sharing and caring each others as boyfriend-girlfriend, how we got fighting and became more intimate either stronger after that,how we learned to pushed up our each ego and tried to always give the best for our mate and how God's soo kind, has blessed and merged us together as a couple for 7 years lately. And this mid-year, we've started talk about and made some plans for our wedding. Thanks so much Jesus, nothing can be better than live long last together with him as husband-wife :)))

and there are so many other dreams that i couldn't write it all here. but always remember one thing, keep dreaming, believing, caring, sharing and most importanly, LOVING. God would always there to blessing and carrying. Be blessed everyone :))



ps,,,i just calculate my personal monthly cashflow couple minutes ago and starting realized that i'm BANGK-RUTTT hwaaaaaaaaa T___T