what a day

this morning i was decide to go to office in the afternoon,bcoz i should go to the police station for some theory exam in order to get driving license. this is my second chance,and i hope this is the last steps i could take before get that damn driving license >.<

and guess whatt,im FAILED AGAINN !@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@!

it makes me feel so desperate either angry at the same time. all i wanna do is burning this police station >.<
but i realized that only a moron person that doing moron things. and than i called my uncle,asking him for coming and help me to overcome all this mess. after back and forth for a while looking for an officer whose can "help" me,finally i had to pay THREE HUNDRED FIFTY THOUSAND rupiahs,what a damn expensive price only for a fucking driving license T.T
eventhough i had pay in a large number,im still have to wait to get that fucking driving license during 2 weeks later oh my god now what else ????? >.<


im really2 had a bad day,and i wish nothing can make it worst T.T




Nb : ari's already in Singapore since sunday morning. and as long as he in that country,we only can communicate each other by internet,my social network facebook and yahoo messenger. its really2 made me confuse and desperate. im so missing him. and all i wanna is hear his voice. but his not reply my message until this afternoon and i think i almost crazy... God help me so i dont think anythings which ridicolous T.T