lonely lonesome

i felt soo lonely for several days lately..yap, ari been soooo busy :((


we had talked about this situation many times before, so i think its gonna be useless if i protested and demanded a lot of attention from him. i can kindly understand with all of his responsibility on his job, but sometimes when i was "weak", when i was really "need" him to "beside" me, in other side he's completely can't leave his job for a while so its really painfull for me T.T


i know exactly that all of he has been done is for us, he's preparing our future (that's what he always said to me), but haven't u heard that the present is as important as the future? yeahh at least that for me, but in reality that was not for him hmppth #the differences again ckckckc
soo this is me now, i had been sad and cry for several night but now its time for me to have a good time personally with my ladies! Lets rock on girls, yayy :D :D