Life is
always about a choice, that’s true. There are always a price to paid.
As long as I
live, honestly I rarely faced with two
different things which should be selected. I live my messy life to be balanced,
and so far I think no one thing which should be sacrificed. At least that’s how
I feel until this time. My life going so well..
I got some
conversation this afternoon with bu devi when she was entered my room..here we
go..:
She : non,
km tenan ndak mau tak capeg-ke to?
Me : bukan
ndak mw buk, tp ibuk kan tau situasi saya. Lha bisa ndak nek sy sudah capeg trs
nti resign?
She : lha
kamu masih lama ndak to?
Me : y plg
ndak smpe habis kontrak juni tahun depan buk, tp klo pastinya saya jg blm tw.
She : ….*said
about something I didn’t hear*…haduuh lha pie..golek tenogo meneh..
Me :…:|*shocked and so disappointed
Hmmmpt…u
see? Somehow life’s running out beyond our reach. In this case finally I have
to choose between my greatest love or my greatest passion. Ooh gosh, its
definitely gonna be difficult..:(
My hubby-wanna be wants me to live together
with him in Jakarta, because he works there. In other side I’m so in loooove
with my job, I don’t wanna leave it anyway, but unfortunately I don’t have any
choice. Sooner or later I still gonna be leaving my lovely current job and
going to Jakarta after we get married officially.
Bukan, aku
bukan sedang menyesali hubunganku dengan Ari. NOPE!! Hanya saja percakapan
singkatku siang ini dengan bu devi made me a bit shocked. Its so ironic, when
another people fight hardly to get the same thing which bu devi has offer to
me, sadly I just rejected. Im never
expected before that she’s gonna asking me about that. Oo god, U know kindly
how I really wanna stay here as big as my desire to get married with him as soon as
possible. I love him so much and being together as husband-wife is my biggest
dream I ever had. Nevertheless I cant lie to myself that I a fact I really
wants this job. Well I just need to take a deep breath and do the right thing
with the right way for the best result. Amennn…yayy.. J
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