In The Mood

i'm in the huge mood to blogging this morning. i have sooo many things i need to write and i want to share here in my second world hehe..:)

its been a while since my last post last year, about two weeks i guess. throughout that time i was too busy, definitely didn't have spare time to post anything i had done. fuihhh..my holiday was so exhausted more than i've ever thought. Nevertheless i'm so grateful because i and Ary already completed some preparations for our wedding. We found our "it" wedding rings and my "it" sketch invitation..yayyy :)

souvenirs (checked), wedding ring (checked), invitations (checked), wedding shoes (checked), Ary's suit (checked), prewed photoshoot (checked), almost 80% of our requirements is done except about my wedding dress include the make up & hair do. i'm nearly desperate about what i have to wear in my future biggest moment, including about what kind of make up style & hair do i would like to take. i'm soo clueless and really upset :(

i've been visit some bridals & salons to looked around their collections, looking, trying, fitting, asking, consultation, bargaining and so on. but until now, i haven't get a visualization would my wedding kebaya look like. confuse, confuse, upset!! *sigh

all the bridals & salons provided a very high price for every kebaya that i want. all is over budget huhuhu T_T

But finally i got an imagine to solve it all. i was thinking when i'm on my way this morning, thinking and planning to start hunting the "it" kebaya fabric.i think if i can find the best fabrics,i still can send it to the kebaya tailor, ask them to make it suitable as my favorite kebaya model, with the lower budget of course (i wish!) hehehe. so now, all i have to do is just set the time to start hunting that fabric with my mom and my sista. and also contacting Mas Edi immediately to meet up and talk about make up & hair do yayy..:)

one thing that i realized when i began set up my wedding is seemed like that everything is ticking so fast.made us run as fast as we can, its all in a hurry, and at the end everything is going wrong. its so exhausted, that's true, but in other side i'm really enjoying every part i have done to prepare my wedding and to make it going perfectly! Yesss!!