I'm on a train now,heading to Jakarta. Yess, tonight i'm leaving my house, my family and also my town to spent my whole week holiday with my hubby in Jakarta. Dunno why, but what i feel know that i'm not as much as excited couple weeks ago. I have kinda feeling that i really wanna stay here, in the house with the whole family members celebrate eid mubarak. I miss that euphoria very much, how we give an apologies to each other, ask for some angpau from uncle, aunty, grandpa, grandma or the other older family. I wanna stay together with them as much as i want to see my hubby...what a choice -__-
We got this plan for about 2 months ago, where hubby asking me to go to Jakarta this eid mubarak holiday. I was really excited that moment, had an imagines already that it'll be really please. Day by day going feels soooo slowly, such couldnt wait to heads to Jakarta very soon. But starting yesterday i was lost my excitement at all. I feel nothing, i just wanna stay. I dont wanna going nowhere T_T
I love my family as much as i loooove my hubby. They both are really mean to me. They mean a lottttt. So i guess nothinh can be regreted, all i need to do is just enjoying my welcome holiday happily. Happy holiday & happy mubarak fellas... Have a happy holiday & a bless Mubarak :))
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