my father once said " God is never gives us double happiness in one time, but give another grief as a complement also, so in the end we always remember to Him. Say thankful when the happiness is coming, but never lose hope too when life hits you". I used to didn't heard that very well, but as time goes by i know that what did he said was so true. the point is my parents always teach their children to always say thankful no matter how hard the realities in life. Give thanks in all things. Appreciate what you have, instead of regretting what you didn't have :)
May is being awesome for me, for my hubby, for my family. So many blessings for our family. Nevertheless just like what my dad once told me above, beside the happiness there are also the sadness too...
during our stay in Jakarta, me and hubby live in a boarding house. a huge boarding house, with 15-20 rooms. what i love most about this boarding house is it has a little garden in front of my room, just one floor and it has a wide yard. i had a very good relationship with my neighbours around my room. I have rina, adit, meymey,tante, om ferry, erick, and joshua.They'll are very kind and humorous. I feel have found new family here :))
but they just leave the boarding house one by one. Rina first, and then Joshua,tante and her husband om ferry, and the last who left the house is meymey. She came to my room last night, say goodbye and just left...*i hear that adit will leave the house too at 10th this month* and then i was crying....T____T
i feel soooo lonely, because i have no neighbours anymore. i just can't imagine if i comeback from work there were nobody. i feel so sad, remind that i just gonna spent my weekend with my hubby. I just feel empty, very very sad :((
i know they were left for a reason, which is they all have the same reason. Problem with the owner. i was crying so hard last nite, and hubby (as always) hug me & calmed me down with his wise advice. he said that maybe moved out from this place is the best decision for them, and how he convinced me that i'm gonna get another new neighbours. this is hurt for me, because i have to loose my friends (again!). But i never stop pray for them, in case they will get another happiness in their new place. God bless them, and me, right here right now. Thanks God for every happiness and sadness which have toughen me day by day...:)
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