being calmdown

3 days passes since my anger about some damn new rules in office. day after day during my way to work, my mind always full filled with bad thought and bad plans,ough that was terrible. i think i was change become a devil,made me  so uncomfort and bad feeling much more than my anger before.
hmmpth feels so moron that i had made such a disgust thing on my social pages just to make the whole world know how angry i am and how cruel they are. everyday passes with horrible thought how can make some revenge to them..i can feel my killer insting was blew up,oo god this is soo awful T.T


now i realized how childish i am. i feel so shy with all i had done. this morning when i was on my way going to office, i ride my motorcycle slowly and felt the morning air has stroking my cheeks, i can breathing as deep as i want and that was so relieved. i can feel the advantage of coming office earlier, something that i never expected before (b'cause my anger absolutely) and all of those goodthing has changes my mind..:)
god knows how feel sorry i am, but its become useless if i'm not do something to fix it all. there's always a chance to be better, its all about choice, take it or leave it...sure i can do :))




ps,,
god help me to release this anger positively, i should be think clearly so i can see UR will. this time is also a difficult moment for our friendship. hopefully our friendship wouldn't end sooner