Honestly, i feel a bit annoyed these morning with some peoples in my office. i really dont like with person who always talk about the badness, stigma or something which supposed to be a secret to another one. and i run into that unconditional situation these morning, as a victim of course :(
they talk about me, my work and my personal style. can't be denied, that in a whole Widya Wacana's worker, i'm the only one who always dress up "modernly" when i'm working. I always wear wardrobe which is "different" with their OLD Fashion!! Yapp, mostly they are old peoples, who always have principle that as a worker in a educational institutions we have to comport oneself just like them, the OLD PEOPLE with the OLD THOUGHT and the OLD FASHION!! How annoying *_*
for the 1st time when i came to this office, i'm fully aware that i'm different with them in every ways, even thought and especially about the style. but i try to always remember that i have to respect them as the older, as a senior. i always do my best to give them the best serve (as a payroll staff who always calculates their salaries!) and tried so hard to ignores all "annoyed voice" about me. i did!
But, sometimes, as a human, its proper if somehow i'm not always in a good condition which in turn make me so angry when i heard them "twittering" all about me in front of my nose!! God damn it, are they don't have the other jobs other than gossiping?? do they think that they are the ONLY ONE THE BEST in the world?? Just because the clothes i worn?? WTF!!
i'm so tired to always pushed myself to understand them all, to ignored everything they'd talked about. in this time, i'll let myself pull out my anger, so i'll be more calm and enjoy. blessed me God..
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