Wedding Concepts

i was really confused about my wedding's concepts i have to choose. too many things i wanna take and applied in my next wedding receptions and its really seized my mind for several days..:(

as a bride to be, of course i want all the best for my very first and my last wedding. i want everythings to be perfect. dan tentu saja aku ingin semuanya berlangsung sesuai dengan impianku. ini pernikahanku, benar begitu kan?? dan aku pun ingin semuanya sempurna, elegan dan mewah. because i think that this is gonna be my precious moment i ever had. i need the perfect wedding gown, the perfect shoes, the perfect invitation, the perfect souvenir, the perfect wedding car, the perfect make up and hair do, and absolutely the perfect receptions :))

starting a week ago, i and ary began calculate the budget we needed. and voilaaaa...its almost 20 million everyone (we both decided to handled all the requirement exclude the receptions requirements. such as invitations, souvenirs, wedding gown and the bla bla bla... and its really shocking us when we finished our calculation and got that result. 20 million rupiahs everyone awawawawwww..*sigh

we just started looked for the souvenirs and unfortunately the budgets are slightly swollen hmmpht i wish we can comply with the budget that we have made. its gonna be a big disaster if our budget getting blow up.

and finally, after had some conversation with ary yesterday, i'm starting 70% sure to wear a Kebaya and the receptions will held as my father wish a.k.a using the Javanese Culture. i really want to wear a white fabulous wedding gown i ever dreamed, but in other side caused by i living in a small town with a limited budget, i'm pretty sure i can't get the "it" wedding dress, my perfect wedding dress i've been dreaming of. sooo, i think its gonna be better to look super ah-mazing in another dress than look soo ugly in my dream's wedding gown xoxo :)

and tomorrow we agreed to start hunting Kebaya include the make up and hair do. wish me luck guys, so we can get the super ah-mazing Kebaya with the make up and hairdo but on the lowest price hehehehe...aminnn ^__^

 Lets get it down...yayyy :D :D