ini postingan aku untuk yang kesekian kalinya whereas i really stuck with my bodyweight :(
i am reaaaaaaaally want to be as more skinny as might be, yeah and my weight know is really makes me stressed even desperate day by day. Ari told me to ignored all about this situations & suggested me not to take it too serious, he just said " let it go, let it flow babe"...ohhhh i tried so hard dear, but if i could pushed myself to think as relaxed as him, definitely i already as tubby as Gemblong!! hwaaaaaaaaaaa :(((
few days ago i've started looked for fitness centre or gymnasium which offering some excersises. my motivation to get all my calories & fat away is getting as huge as my body. Yeahh, for the first time in my life i feel so fat. Ya benar, aku merasa sangaaattttttttt gendutttttt T___T
My sista said " thats just bride syndrom", even she asked me "apakah setiap calon pengantin selalu seperti kamu? Merasa sangat gendut, hitam dan jelek??". Damn her, i just feel fat not ugly or even undazzle baby!!
Maka dari itu, mumpung masih ada waktu aku beneran pengen mulai olahraga lagi. ada kali kira2 hampir sebulan aku off aerobic, sepedaan juga on-off muluk, banyakan off nya drpd on nya (selain karna ujan, aku juga menyadari klo semuanya itu karna motivasiku yg masih suka timbul tenggelam ples krna gag ada partner!). Mulai deh aku googling sana sini nyari tempat fitness or Yoga ato juga pilates (kalo ada!) disekitar solo. Udah nemu 2 tempat, untuk Fitness nya aku mau nyoba di Solo Fitness di daerah Solo Baru ato Yoga di kompleks Pandawa, Solo Baru juga.
Semangattt Sammm!!! Sure u can do, Baby!!!
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